Im really beginning to wonder if i’m not going to be talked to again or if this just a momentary thing. In all honestly I think the decision they are making by not talking to me is really dumb and stupid. Another thing I think they should take what i’ve said a billion times into consideration and not think about their selves for once. Ive told them that I don’t care about whats in the past but I don’t get listened to and I get ignored. It really makes me wonder if anything that they have said was actually meant. I know for a fact everything Ive said was meant because I wouldnt feel like shit all the time. And I wouldnt still think about this particular person all the time. I wouldnt miss them. And I sure as fuck wouldnt have taken them back all those times after everything she put me through when I was nothing but perfect to her. So Hopefully she will read this and talk to me. And I know she still Creeps on my Facebook page. She has no reason in the world to hate me or be mad at me. I guess that it’s hard to not talk to her because Ive never loved anyone like her and I still do this very moment while typing this. I fought the battle and I guess her friends won the war. Even though I gave her more than what they ever ever could. Well lets see what happens.
A Long time now.