The other day I got the message I was finally waiting for. It really surprised me. After a few months it took her a while to finally want to talk to me. But it was only because some things have been going on and she’s was reminded about me. Like I told her. And she said she couldn’t forget about me that easily which again I was right about. Everything I said in that conversation was the honest to gods truth but I honestly don’t know what I got to do to prove myself to her. I don’t give a flying motherfuck!! about the past. The only thing I care about now is the present. I’m am absolutely nothing like all those fuckin asshole guys shes grown to know or any other guy for that matter. I mean everything I say. Honestly If I didn’t mean any of that shit they why would I have kept coming back to her and taking her back? Hmm something to think about. But beyond that I would really love it if she would quit this non sense and start talking to me and saying its better if we don’t. Cause she has said it her self already. She can’t get away from me or out of her head. An just believe what I say for once and stop thinking about whats best for your self and whats best for “us” Cause if I want to still want to talk to you and have you be in my life then there is no reason why we can’t do just that. I know you will read this so stop hiding and talk to me because we can’t hide our feelings for each other. Cause mine are the same as they have been. And they aren’t changing anytime soon.